Wa, yo.. haha... Hmmm, i don know why, today i wan to take a afternoon nap but i cant slp well.. Then i told my mum she said is it too stress... I said i don know haha.. erm, So miz jian yong.. Sia.. haha.. But ok lah.. after 'N' level can meet him le.. Oh, On next thur i am going to check my spin... so worry sia.. But i did not said out.. Cos i scared my parent n my friends worry abt me ... So i keep quiet.. :( Sometime when i think of my spin i can think until i cry sia.. Cos i scared i have to do my treatment lor.. :'( Hmmm, hope i am fine ba.. :( I also worry abt my exam .. I scared i cant get the marks which i wan so a bit worry.. lor.. :( Sign, i worry so many things sia.. haha... anyway i stop here..

Hmmm, I today get back my math paper two Oh, i got 28/40... So my total mark is 77/100 .. I am not happy wif mark at all... lor.. So i am angry wif myself.. n i bit my hand.. haha.. very stupid right.. I also got back my science paper le.. I pass.. I a bit happy cos i finally pass my science.. haha.. I got 58/100.. haha... Hey, i now very miz jian yong.. Even i jus now got chat wif him. hmmm, haha... anyway, i stop here...

HI, today i have my science exam oh.. I from 7.55 am sit on the chair until 11.00 am like that oh my bottom so pain.. haha... and my spin also hurt.. if i sit very long then my spin will hurt so that is why... :( So sad.. Hey, the paper oh quite hard lor... :( but i will try harder at my 'N' de ok.. Jia You.. :) Hmmm... I miz jian yong le.. :( Ah yo, i wan to call him but i scared he is study so did not call and i online.. haha.. hee.. :P oh, today i hrut my hand le.. SO pain..
:( hee.. but did not cry ok.. haha.. cos a bit pain only wat.. haha.. stop here... :) MUaCk..

Hi, I am tired sia. Today I have my EOA exam which is 'N' level lor... then the third question I don know how to do... OH, which make me so sad lor.. OK.. Almost going to cry out when i am in the computer lab doing my exam lor.. Cos i know the time is going to up then i still don know how to do the chart at all lor.. But i try to control my tears then i did not cry but when my friends keep saying that don cry it is ok de... But too bad whenever they said more my tears will keep dropping. Then I really cant control my tears at all i faster ask Pei Xuan to accompany me to the toilet... Then i at there cry and cry until my eye so red sia.. Then cos my eye is too red so we wait until my eye not that red then go to canteen and find my other friends... Hmmm... till now my heart said hurt cos i too stupid until i don know how to do the chart lor ok..

Hey, Today Fu Qiang play the piano. Wa... So cool sia... when he play the piano... haha.. Hmmm, hope that my furture stead or huband know how to play piano like that we can play piano together wat... haha... Gd idea right.. :) oK... I stop here... wor.. C u ... :)

Hi, Diary… today I find out one thing le… Jian Yong still like me le… Cos I really very guilty to what I have done to him… I have hurt him too deep le… Then I ask him to forgive me… I also said that I am very guilty then he said then patch with him lor… I said let me think… Why he still like me le? Why I don understand lor… Is it what I wan de or what huh… I don know… then if I patch with him then Vincent le… how… two of them I have to choose one… or I don choose le… I don wan to hurt both of them at all… Sign, How to make Vincent give up on me huh… So fan now… Really fan fan fan…. So fan meh… How… Now my ‘N’ level is coming le… Sign, why during my secondary 4 I have so many problem to solve de le… why… Ah Ah Ah… I hope to go to beach and scream loudly… Sometime, I will miz Jian Yong…. Miao Ru ah, Miao Ru who you like most is cheng fong, jian yong or Vincent huh… Who I care most huh and who I miz most huh… I know cheng fong I don have any chance le… cos he likes other gal some more he also don know I still like him lor… Sign… Diary, I very fan now… I wish to go out now… But not the places where I saw so many couples or then I will more sad sia… don know why meh… Diary, am I an innocent gal huh? Why the Ron said I am innocent gal le… Is it I think is very innocent or what… sometime Shu Zhen also said me very innocent… help me… Who can help me le… I very fan… and blur… My heart very pain… now… its hurt… I know no one can help me de… Only I can help myself … I also have to give them my answer… sign… diary, if u r me, what will u choose…

Vincent is nice but he care too much of me le… and he will very fast quarrel wif me and he will keep on ask me where I go or other things… will also tell me don spend so much