You leave me SPEECHLESS.,

My last day at music school today. =( I have spending my time 8.45 to 7 at there.. Hmmm, kinda sad cos i cant see e students over there and e frenz that i always hang up with at GMS. I will Go back to visit them whenever i free and chat with the aunty Rose in the morning. =p Below are some of the photos i took at GMS. SHIT! I forgot to take all the studio photo!!! =(

Above the winnie the pooh is Aunty Rose bought for me. =) So sweet of her.

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

10:00 PM

ARGH! What have GMS management been doing?? Can Mr Boss Alex do something with it? Can you manage the GMS better? Haiz. Anyway, next sun will be my last sun at there. I MISS you guys!! =( Must miss me also! I will treasure our last lunch at GMS together on next sun. We shall take photo on next sun, ok? I will bring camera!! Hahahahahahax.... Faster sun come!!!!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

8:41 PM

I just started my first class on yesterday. Actually, i feel abit nervous it is my second time i go class without knowing any1 in the class. I cant imagine that every mon, wed and fri i have to eat dinner by myself. ='( oh, wonder if i really can manage my work and my school in the same time anot. I just have to bear until end of the next year. I will be grad if everything goes well ya. lolz.

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

8:48 PM

Today i vent my anger at my piano with my fingers. So painful! ='( I tot whenever i treat that person good, they will treat me good also. But i am wrong! I am wondering is it i am not good enough or i am not important to that person AT ALL? Just noticed my life that when i good to them, some will dun care about it but only some will actually treasure it. And when i dun even want to care about that person, he or she will try different ways to care for me, concern me. Hey come on, i am not worth it hao bu hao. I am just a useless person! No1 will actually want to care about me. Haiz!

This year, i actually can list out the few things that i never do by myself before in my past. Hmmm, i have to be independent from now.

Jia You, Miao Ru !!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

1:03 AM

Good News: I found a new job!

But i am not happy at all instead i am scared. I hope tml wont come because i scared to face the new environment. Haiz, i dun want to be like this but i just scared. I know i have to face it by myself but i have no confident. ='( Who can actually help me? I need confident, i need some1 who can comfort me, i need .......

Jia You Miao Ru. (This is the only words i can tell myself)

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

9:37 PM

Today went to meet monster. Anyway, Thank You for the ice cream ya mr monster! =p Enjoy the dating with you. =p We ate Belgian Waffle Dream and Mac Nut Crunch.

I also went to watch movie with my family, Money not enough. Super funny lor the movie. It is worth watching it! =) *Monster remember to watch wor*

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

10:08 PM

Just now went out with ping, hui, darren, jian xiong, zj and mf. We went to orchard. Then eat lunch, watch moive, walk aroun, eat dinner, talk awhile then go home. Thats what we do.

Anyway, cheer up everyone! =D

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

12:53 AM

Happy 43th National Day!

Yesterday went out with mei and cheryl. Kann CON by my mei. =( Cheryl and i so poor thing kann con for nothing. But it was fun over all. Even thought at the end of the day my leg is very suan. Fun shopping with them. =)

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

11:21 PM

This is where i got when i do this quiz from

http://www.blogthings.com/whosthetrueyouquiz/

Give it a try!

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.

With respect to money, you are a bit stingy.

You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you.

You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match.

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

8:27 PM

I am jobless now. =( But at least can let me rest for awhile.

Shit, idiot i hate you!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

9:04 PM

OH NO! I cant sleep! *Should i disturb monster from sleep* But still got 35 more min to go before i go prepare to work. So just take some of my time to blog before i go prepare to work.

Past few months, quite a number of people told me that both of them are not bad. They care for me but I always give them the same reply. Because ........... Anyway, i know they are care for me, i can feel that. But .......

15 more days, i will start my night classes. Hope everything will be fine. Hmmm... will there be any handsome guy for me to see in my class? *Hoping the answer is YES* LOLZ. ^-^

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

7:23 AM