Hi, I jus watch finish the tv at channel 8 le... Super nice to watch sia… I don knw y sudden my heart veri pain until like cant breath.. N it bleed until veri pain.. I still act like nothing when my frien ask me wat happen lor.. Y i act again.. I dun wan them to worry right.. n i act like nothing... I hate to act.. Diary, my heart is veri pain now.. N i also feel like crying now... Pain until I cant said the feeling le... u knw a not huh... hmmm... YYY... cheng fong wan to ask me wat happen to me??? N he also ask me who i like most.. U think i dare to tell him i like most is him meh.. so i said cant tell him.. silly oh... hahaha... Diary, cheng fong smoke le.. YYY he smoke.. I veri shocked le... Y the guy i like most smoke.. le.. :( YYY !!! Smoking is bad le... Diary i going to crazy le... Now my brain is whole of him le.. MY eye is full wif tears le.. YYY... I so like him le.. Y i cant forget him.. Going 1 year le... I hate myself.. very much.. YYY.. I try my best to control but i lose control le... diary, my tears drop... it drop... i... cry cos of him... Him.. le.. But i still act nothing.. Diary.. YYY he keep asking my who is the special guy le... The Guy is him lor.. YYY muz he knw??? if i said will he still be my friend.. I scare so I all also keep in my heart wat.. :'( Sign... My heart is cold like tat.. YYY if i don tell him he going to don care abt me le ... :( i don knw la.. i stop here ba..

Hmmm, so early wake up yoday.. cos my cca Teacher lor.. wake me up sia.. I so TiRed.. Lor.. But ok la.. My cca teacher.. Ask me to think wat i have done during this 4 year in my cca.. hmmm.. I only can think 2 only le.. Hahaha.. hee.. Then i really cant remem le lor.. So too bad... n too sad.. hahaha... hee... Hmmm, U knw Nowadays I keep thinking of past le... Like.. If cheng fong did not 4 the gal will we be stead le.. or wat.. I don knw le.. N will i knw Jian yong le.. I love to anyhow think oh... :( NO ChoIce.. Le.. Sign, even i look like i very happy but in my heart i am sad de... I jus did not saw it only... U knw when i go work then the manager ask me why i look so sad.. le.. maybe i did not smile lor... hahaha.. Then i think whenever i saw my manager i think i smile to him ba... If not he will said Oh Y u look so sad huh... Then i jus look at him n keep on smiling to him ... C how he going to said me le.. hahaha.. Naughty right.. No choice.. Hmmm... i think i stop here ba...

Yo... veri long did not write online diary wor.. cos my computer spoilt lor.. So poor thing right a not.. haha.. hey, diary.. U knw i work as waitress... wor.. oh.. my dear... I am super damn tired.. sia... Hmmm, I patch back wif jian yong le.. But this few days i don knw why i sudden don wan to have a stead le.. How.. I hope to be alone now.. If i have stead i have to find time for my stead le.. then somemore i am a lazy gal lor.. OK.. Hmmm, If i jus break wif him cos i don have time to acc him he will very sad de lor.. He told me de... HOw... Who can tell me how to do huh.. I very fan n blur nowadays until i also very less call him le.. Hmmm, HOw??? :( i think i stop here le...

Haha.. yester i meet my jian yong sia.. so gd.. sia.. Ah yo.. he wait for me at Blk 255 then he acc me go home n change then we go to plaza cos i wan to borrow story book ar.. haha.. :) then we go borrow story book lor.. after that we go to buy CD lor... then after that we really don knw wat to go le.. then we walk n walk around plaza le.. haha.. So silly right ah yo.. ok.. Then he said he very tired he wan to sit down then he ask me to choose a plcew to sit.. I said anything then ok lor.. I anyhow choose.. I choose KFC.. then i said like that muz buy things le.. then he said buy lor.. Ok lor.. He go buy.. Before he buy right i said i wan to c his HP then he said oh ok.. but wait first he said muz c got anything that i cant c a not.. i said oh.. ok.. :) then ok i c his HP.. then i keep on look for his photo le.. But i cant find then finally i can find le.. hahaha.. U knw his sister veri cute le.. haha.. Hope his siter is my sister hahaha.. Ok la.. My sister also quite cute lor.. haha.. after that he ask me wan to eat a not.. i said i don wan.. then he said at least eat chicken or wat la.. I said oh ok.. I eat some ok.. :) haha.. then he ask me wan to drink a not i said later when u don wan then i drink cos i cough wat.. then ok he don wan le then i drink haha.. :P After that, we go up n down again lor.. haha.. then, ok we go to greenridge shpping centre lor.. Then we walk there.. He oh, keep on said me but i don mind la.. when we reach Greenridge Shopping Centre then he said he wan to go to Cd shop.. then ok lor.. He push me le.. Then I going to fall like that lor.. haha.. luck did not really fall down or then i will said him sia.. U knw.. at the CD shop he sudden hold my hand then the feeling is a bit strange lor.. erm, can said the feeling is a bit sweet sweet de ba.. haha.. hee.. :) Then ok we go up lor.. then we go to shop n save he also hold my hand a bit like I am his sister ba.. But haha it is ok.. I don care.. :) then we nothing to go le.. then down down again then we stand lor.. n talk haha.. then it rain also lor.. OK lor.. Luck did not in the rain haha.. :P then after that we sit down on the chair lor.. we chat a lot of things.. he told me his feeling lor.. haha.. Hmmm, I think yester we really chat a lot of things.. i think we sit there for 1 hour+ haha.. long right.. but it is ok.. haha.. hee... then after that i go for my piano class le... haha.. hee.. Then after piano class go home.. haha.. u knw my piano teacher said that i have a piano teacher face le.. haha.. Quite shocked wor.. So maybe when i get my grade 6 then i will teach student le.. haha.. hee.. So happy... gtg stop here.. wor. Bye..

Hmmm, finally my Exam finish le.. So happy sia.. Cos can patch back wif jian yong wat.. haha.. then today the last paper is math paper 2 lor.. Wa, super easy sia.. haha.. So I think math can pass wif flying colour lor.. haha.. So happy.. hmmm, But tml still have to work.. from 5 to 11 like that.. But it is ok.. like that then got money cos I only have $2 in my wallet.. Poor thing right a not.. so if i work at least have some money wat.. Hmmm, U knw a not.. i from monday sick until now.. 5 days le.. Clever right.. during exam then sick.. MY throat so pain sia.. then my voice also change until not nice de.. Ah yo, i did not see doctor clever right.. haha.. NO choice.. Me lazy gal is like that de.. u knw.. i last tue have to go back to school sia.. So boring lor.. OK.. then next fri still have to go to ITE.. lor... OK.. :( haha.. end here lor..

Hi, oh.. dear.. 3 more days is going to my 'N' level.. le.. but it is ok.. study hard can le.. wor.. haha.. so worry sia.. :P hmmm, so boring sia.. now.. nt really study now.. haha.. Hmmm, anyway i think i go study lah.. or then i jus spending my time right.. study hard wor.. Jia you ru..